In the complement

Only a few days back I had the capacity to write in black and white – few bold strokes here and there – a few words from my limited vocabulary – a dozen or more sentences – I could write a complete novel in less than thousand words. I could even draw a painting in all colors that about time line couple of million years ago and ending couple of million years hence. A few days back a certain transformation has started in me. I am beaten with a bug from complementary universe. It has happened when I was away in the complement. I would make no effort to make you understand what I am talking about. It is either out of your reach or you already understand. Never the less, all the words here are chosen with great deal of thoughts – you must not attempt to replace or change any; nor would you try to correct any mistake that you notice. You may do so but then you shall never understand what I am talking about. I am talking about truth that never changes ever in the time line past present or future. All understand and know except humans.

It is important more important than life. Only a few days back my words had colors and full of meanings. They had possibilities and future. They could dance in your mind and in my mind too. I could bloom flowers in the desert and blow gentle breeze in suffocating blast furnace city without power and give glimpse of God that could make my life or your life permanently divine with a flick of my little finger. I had the entire control of the universe in my left palm and I could create any event anywhere with swipe, flick, or stroke with any of my right fingers.

I have lost my divinity – a simple bite of a bug from complement!

I do not know what has happened all the colors and realities I am creating no sooner they appear they start disappearing in thin air!

I am ghost now I sadly realize and I do not know when I died.

I can’t be same again!